| Location | South Shields |
| Age | 1 day |
| Date of Birth | 06/05/1995 |
| Date of Death | 07/05/1995 |
| Visitors | 15,309 since 14/05/2008 |
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Yasmin Nellist fell asleep on 7th may 1995 46 hours old. Twin sister to Jazmin and sister to Sonia
Terry Roxy Bonnie John Channon and Charlie. Mummy and Daddy love you very much and think about you
every day. Nana Granda and Aunty Serena will take great care of you, give them a big kiss from us
baby xxxx
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It was a thursday night i was 30 weeks pregnant with you and jaz and for some reason i couldnt get
comfy and i was feeling weepy. I went to sleep but was restless so thursday morning i rang my
midwife. She told me to go to the hospital when i described a very slight niggle in my back. Just to
make sure all was well. I got to the hospital and was strapped to the monitor. A special double 1
wasnt available at that time. Since you were twin 1 you were under Jaz and i heard a perfect heart
beat. All seemed to be well and i wasnt worried but contractions were showing on the graph even
though i felt nothing. Then the double monitor was wheeled in. Two heartbeats sounded fine to me but
everytime the graph showed a contraction you were distressed. The midwife said she needed the
consultant. She confirmed i would need an emergency c section. I still wasnt worried. More excited i
would be having my babies today! More and more doctors came in and talked amongst themselves and i
was given oxygen and an injection of steroids to help your little lungs. Your dad and nana were
there. Both looking worried but i wasnt. You were premature ofcourse it was going to be different to
my previous labours. I still wasnt in any pain. Then another doctor came in he started to explain i
would be given something to stop labour he didnt want you to be born today. The midwife looked
disgusted and made it quite clear she wasnt happy about this. Thats what made me sit up and take
notice. I then realised something must be wrong i trusted the midwife she wouldnt cause me worry
without good cause. But she nor i could change his mind. His words were in an ideal world i would be
wheeling you to theatre but we do not have any empty incubators with ventilators im sorry! With that
he was gone. I think i was numb now nothing seemed real. I remember being made comfortable and on a
drip and people running around whispers and tears. Then just before midnight a routine check by a
midwife descovered i was bleeding. There was no choice now i had 2 go to theatre. 1 incubator had
been found in sunderland but we needed 2. Another was found in leeds but there wasnt time to waste
now the helicopter was on standbye and into theatre i went. You were born 6th may 0.52 hours and jaz
0.53. I had 1 glimpse of you before you had to fly. So perfect just small but you were on a
ventilator. I was then told Jaz was in the scbu and was fine she didnt need a ventilator. At 8am i
was taken to sunderland, Jaz was left behind in the scbu in shields. It was quite scarey seeing you
attached to so many wires but i knew they were to help you. We couldnt touch you because this made
you fit. Then me and daddy were taken into a room and told that i had had a placental abruption. You
had been starved of oxygen too long and test results showed you had gone. You couldnt breathe alone
and your kidneys would fail because your brain wasnt telling them to work. We had to make the
decision to turn off your life support. We waited and sat by your cot. Your brothers and sisters
came to see you and everything seemed ok Jaz was brought through aswel we were all together. But
after visiting reality set in again and by 9pm we had made the decision it was unfair not to let you
go. It all happened quickly after that the tubes removed and you were placed in your daddys arms.
You opened your eyes and for a split second i thought you were going to prove them wrong then the
doctor listened to your chest and he said you were gone. We kept you with us all night. Bathed and
clothed you. Someone took photos and i held you as i slept. I couldnt bare to let you go. But as i
slept i dreamt that nana gool came and took you from my arms. I felt peaceful and felt i knew you
were safe. When i woke you were taken away. It wasnt until me and Jaz were back in Shields hospital
i realised we didnt have any photos of you with Jaz or any of the others but it was too late for
that. Just 1 of the many things i will always regret about those three days that seemed like weeks.
We buried you with nana gool and i know 1 day we will meet again. We will never forget you and we
miss you everyday. Be happy darling xxx
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HUGE THANKS TO EVERYONE WHO HAS LIT CANDLES LEFT TRIBUTES AND GIFTS FOR YASMINS BIRTHDAY AND
ANGELDAY I WANT TO THANK EACH AND EVERYONE OF YOU PERSOANLLY WHEN I HAVE MORE TIME XXXXX
xX Please pass this on to remember our little ones Xx
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Take a moment of your day
To maybe sit and in your mind
Think of all the precious babies
Yours, theirs and mine
Those whose short lives were over
Before they had really ever begun
Those precious little bundles
Who have made us all a Mum
Their tiny lives have touched us all
And what I want to say
They have brought us all together
Each and every day
The babies whose beautiful faces
In our minds forever will be
Whose names are etched within our hearts
For anyone, the whole world to see
The babies who touched our lives
Who we think of through our tears
I hope in time we will be able to smile
When we remember them through the years
So this week while we remember
All our babies who had to go
We shall show the world we are united
And how we love and miss them so
with love Louis's Mummyxxxxxxxxxxxxx
I'm right here in your Heart
When tomorrow starts without me, and I'm not there to see.
If the sun should rise and find your eyes, all filled
with tears for me; I wish so much you wouldn't cry,
the way you did today, While thinking of the many
things we didn't get to say, I know how much you love me,
As much as I love you. And each time that you think of me,
I know you'll miss me too; But when tomorrow starts without me,
Please try to understand. That an angel came and called my
name and took me by the hand, and said my place was ready
In Heaven far above, and that I'd have to leave behind, All those
things I dearly love.
But as I turned to walk away, A tear fell from my eye,
For all of life, I'd always thought, I didn't want to die.
I had so much to live for, So much yet to do,
It seemed almost impossible, that I was leaving you.
I thought of all the yesterdays, the good ones and the bad,
I thought of all the love we shared, And all the fun we had.
If I could relive yesterday, Just even for a while,
I'd say good-bye and kiss you, and maybe see you smile.
But then I fully realized, that that could never be,
For emptiness and memories, Would take the place of me.
And when I thought of Worldly things, I might miss come tomorrow,
I thought of you, and when I did, My heart was filled with sorrow.
But when I walked through Heaven's gates, I felt so much at home.
When God looked down and smiled at me, From his great golden throne,
He said, "This is eternity, and all I've promised you.
Today your life on Earth is past, But here it starts anew.
I promise no tomorrow,
But today will always last, and since each day's the same day,
There's no longing for the past. But you have been so faithful,
So trusting and so true, Though there were times you did some
things, you know you shouldn't do.
But you have been forgiven, And now at last you're free,
So won't you take my hand And share My life with Me?"
So when tomorrow starts without me,
Don't think we're far apart, for every time you think of me,
I'm right here in your Heart
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You are such a caring Mother and I am forever grateful to you for leaving messages for my little Louisxxxxx
Give this teddy bear ♥
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HUG WAR!
Pass this hug to all of
your friends and back
to me, see how many
you get back!xxxx
Special friend xxx
Hold On...............
Life is too short to wake up with regret
So love the people who treat you right
Forget about the ones who don’t believe
Everything happens for a reason
If you get a second chance grab it with both hands
If it changes your life let it
No one said life would be easy
They just promised it would be worth it
Send this to a special friend
I just did.
Sending love always Brenda xxxx
Angels are ever all around us
And with love they do surround us.
When my heart is sore in need,
The Angels come my soul to feed.
They come to me from up above
and sing in whispers of Love.
When in my heart I feel a tug
I know that it's an Angels' hug.
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memories
I have a picture of you I carry in my heart
Close my eyes to see it when the world gets dark
I have a memory of you I carry in my soul
I wrap it close around me when the nights get cold
If you ask me how I am doing I would say just fine
But the truth is if you could read my mind
Not a day goes by that I don’t think of you
After all this time you are still with me that is true
Somehow you remain so deep inside
This memory I will never ever want to hide
Thank you so much for your support Bonita
Love to you and your angel~Brenda xxxxx
mummy im here
Oh little one ,why did you go?
Didnt you realise how much mummy loves you so ?
You gave me such joy to know you were here.
then you left me ,alone ,filled with tears.
Mummy dont cry,I didnt go far.
im just helping the angels and playing with the stars.
Whenever you need me ,just close your eyes
and I will be with you ,right by your side.
Whenever your hurting just whisper my name,
and I will bring cuddles to help you each day.
Dont ever think that you're alone,
the love we share will last forever more.
Until that day when we meet again,
dont worry im safe with my angel family .
clair brennan 2008
God made a special home
for angels just like you.
He seen that you were hurting
and you went away with him.
A home thats full of beauty
with love and not hate.
When at night we can see
the stars are shining bright.
We know that you are there
and taking care of us.
One day we will see
this beauty for ourself.
We will come to live you
in heaven up above.
Untill that day our angel
we keep you in our heart.
With love Dawn x x
♥Thinking of you and your angel♥
♥In your time of sorrow
Know that god is there
He will hold you in his arms
And wipe away your tears
He understands your pain
He feels the grief you feel
Just give to him your broken heart
For he in time will heal♥
♥ Love Brenda ♥
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