| Location | South Shields |
| Age | 1 day |
| Date of Birth | 06/05/1995 |
| Date of Death | 07/05/1995 |
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Yasmin Nellist fell asleep on 7th may 1995 46 hours old. Twin sister to Jazmin and sister to Sonia
Terry Roxy Bonnie John Channon and Charlie. Mummy and Daddy love you very much and think about you
every day. Nana Granda and Aunty Serena will take great care of you, give them a big kiss from us
baby xxxx
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It was a thursday night i was 30 weeks pregnant with you and jaz and for some reason i couldnt get
comfy and i was feeling weepy. I went to sleep but was restless so thursday morning i rang my
midwife. She told me to go to the hospital when i described a very slight niggle in my back. Just to
make sure all was well. I got to the hospital and was strapped to the monitor. A special double 1
wasnt available at that time. Since you were twin 1 you were under Jaz and i heard a perfect heart
beat. All seemed to be well and i wasnt worried but contractions were showing on the graph even
though i felt nothing. Then the double monitor was wheeled in. Two heartbeats sounded fine to me but
everytime the graph showed a contraction you were distressed. The midwife said she needed the
consultant. She confirmed i would need an emergency c section. I still wasnt worried. More excited i
would be having my babies today! More and more doctors came in and talked amongst themselves and i
was given oxygen and an injection of steroids to help your little lungs. Your dad and nana were
there. Both looking worried but i wasnt. You were premature ofcourse it was going to be different to
my previous labours. I still wasnt in any pain. Then another doctor came in he started to explain i
would be given something to stop labour he didnt want you to be born today. The midwife looked
disgusted and made it quite clear she wasnt happy about this. Thats what made me sit up and take
notice. I then realised something must be wrong i trusted the midwife she wouldnt cause me worry
without good cause. But she nor i could change his mind. His words were in an ideal world i would be
wheeling you to theatre but we do not have any empty incubators with ventilators im sorry! With that
he was gone. I think i was numb now nothing seemed real. I remember being made comfortable and on a
drip and people running around whispers and tears. Then just before midnight a routine check by a
midwife descovered i was bleeding. There was no choice now i had 2 go to theatre. 1 incubator had
been found in sunderland but we needed 2. Another was found in leeds but there wasnt time to waste
now the helicopter was on standbye and into theatre i went. You were born 6th may 0.52 hours and jaz
0.53. I had 1 glimpse of you before you had to fly. So perfect just small but you were on a
ventilator. I was then told Jaz was in the scbu and was fine she didnt need a ventilator. At 8am i
was taken to sunderland, Jaz was left behind in the scbu in shields. It was quite scarey seeing you
attached to so many wires but i knew they were to help you. We couldnt touch you because this made
you fit. Then me and daddy were taken into a room and told that i had had a placental abruption. You
had been starved of oxygen too long and test results showed you had gone. You couldnt breathe alone
and your kidneys would fail because your brain wasnt telling them to work. We had to make the
decision to turn off your life support. We waited and sat by your cot. Your brothers and sisters
came to see you and everything seemed ok Jaz was brought through aswel we were all together. But
after visiting reality set in again and by 9pm we had made the decision it was unfair not to let you
go. It all happened quickly after that the tubes removed and you were placed in your daddys arms.
You opened your eyes and for a split second i thought you were going to prove them wrong then the
doctor listened to your chest and he said you were gone. We kept you with us all night. Bathed and
clothed you. Someone took photos and i held you as i slept. I couldnt bare to let you go. But as i
slept i dreamt that nana gool came and took you from my arms. I felt peaceful and felt i knew you
were safe. When i woke you were taken away. It wasnt until me and Jaz were back in Shields hospital
i realised we didnt have any photos of you with Jaz or any of the others but it was too late for
that. Just 1 of the many things i will always regret about those three days that seemed like weeks.
We buried you with nana gool and i know 1 day we will meet again. We will never forget you and we
miss you everyday. Be happy darling xxx
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HUGE THANKS TO EVERYONE WHO HAS LIT CANDLES LEFT TRIBUTES AND GIFTS FOR YASMINS BIRTHDAY AND
ANGELDAY I WANT TO THANK EACH AND EVERYONE OF YOU PERSOANLLY WHEN I HAVE MORE TIME XXXXX
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I would like to take this opportunity
To thank everyone for all the messages
And photographs that I have received
Since the birth of Our Third Grandson Millar Chris
They are all very much appreciated
I have read every single one
It’s brilliant to have a baby in the family again,
We are over the moon, but a little sad his
Uncle Christopher won’t get a chance to meet him,
He was a wonderful Uncle to our other two Grandson’s
Jack & Layton they miss him terribly… we all do.
Thanks again
Angela A Very Happy Gran X…. But A Very Sad Mum X
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Tributes for this weekend
FOR FRIDAY
Life is but a stopping place,
A pause in what's to be,
A resting place along the road,
To sweet eternity.
We all have different journeys,
Different paths along the way,
We are all meant to learn some things,
But never meant to stay.
Our destination is a place,
Far greater than we know,
For some the journey's quicker,
For some the journey's slow.
But when the journey finally ends,
We'll claim a great reward,
And find an everlasting peace,
Together with the Lord.
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FOR SATURDAY
Right now I'm in a different place
And though we seem apart
I'm closer than I ever was
... I'm there inside your heart
I'm with you when you greet each day
And while the sun shines bright
I'm there to share the sunsets, too
... I'm with you every night
I'm with you when the times are good
To share a laugh or two,
And if a tear should start to fall
... I'll still be there for you
And when that day arrives
That we no longer are apart,
I'll smile and hold you close to me
Forever in my heart
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FOR SUNDAY
I lose my grip on reality
On each day that passes by;
I haven't a clue where I'm headed
Oh how this pain makes me cry
My world is changing so quickly
And I'm losing everything in sight;
Why can't things go back to how it used to be
So that everything would be alright
Why do we have to lose the ones we love
It's just not fair, it's just not right;
Oh why God do you take them
Can't you see, I'm filled with fright
The days come and go
But the pain, it stays forever;
It never really leaves your soul
When you know, you'll no longer be together
Your heart, it's ripped wide open
And even though you try to hide;
It will break and bleed continuously
And feel as though it will never subside
I can take this pain no longer
Oh how it's killing me inside;
What suffering we have to go through
When the ones we love, have died
Thoughts Today, Memories Forever
Angela Christopher’s Very Proud Mum
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♥DREAMS
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Our Beautiful Grandson Arrived On Saturday Afternoon
He Is Called Millar Chris, Mum & Baby Doing Fine
His Middle Name Chris Is After His Wonderful Uncle
I'm A Very Happy Gran But Sad Mum......
FOR MONDAY
If we could only speak to them,
And hold their loving hand,
No matter what we said or did,
We know they’d understand.
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FOR TUESDAY
Sadly missed along life's way,
Quietly remembered every day,
No longer in our life to share,
But in our hearts your always there.
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FOR WEDNESDAY
Memory is a lovely lane,
Where hearts are ever true,
A lane I so often travel down,
Because it leads to you.
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FOR THURSDAY
I sit and wonder every day,
Why the Lord chose to call you away,
I think He saw you needed rest,
He only takes the very best.
Thoughts Today Memories Forever
Angela Christopher’s Very Proud Mum
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A rainbow lights the way.
I have not turned my back on you
So there is no need to cry.
I'm watching you from heaven
Just beyond the morning sky.
I've seen you almost fall apart
When you could barely stand.
I asked an angel to comfort you
And watched her take your hand.
She told me you are in more pain
Than I could ever be.
She wiped her eyes and swallowed hard
Then gave your hand to me.
Although you may not feel my touch
Or see me by your side.
I've whispered that I love you
While I wiped each tear you cried.
So please try not to ache for me
We'll meet again one day.
Beyond the dark and stormy sky
A rainbow lights the way.
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Up in the sky our angels sleep
The beautiful angels
that we wanted to keep
As we sit here all alone
we think of only you
We think of how we love you
And how much we miss you too
We miss you like crazy
We sometimes think we are going mad
We simply can’t stop thinking
Of the beautiful angel we had
The minutes feel like hours
Hours feel like days
The clock is ticking so slowly
Since the day you went away
We know life goes on without you
We do try to get through
But life will never be as nice
As life was when we had you
Written by - Jo Dalton 2009
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