| Location | South Shields |
| Age | 1 day |
| Date of Birth | 06/05/1995 |
| Date of Death | 07/05/1995 |
| Visitors | 15,395 since 14/05/2008 |
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Yasmin Nellist fell asleep on 7th may 1995 46 hours old. Twin sister to Jazmin and sister to Sonia
Terry Roxy Bonnie John Channon and Charlie. Mummy and Daddy love you very much and think about you
every day. Nana Granda and Aunty Serena will take great care of you, give them a big kiss from us
baby xxxx
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It was a thursday night i was 30 weeks pregnant with you and jaz and for some reason i couldnt get
comfy and i was feeling weepy. I went to sleep but was restless so thursday morning i rang my
midwife. She told me to go to the hospital when i described a very slight niggle in my back. Just to
make sure all was well. I got to the hospital and was strapped to the monitor. A special double 1
wasnt available at that time. Since you were twin 1 you were under Jaz and i heard a perfect heart
beat. All seemed to be well and i wasnt worried but contractions were showing on the graph even
though i felt nothing. Then the double monitor was wheeled in. Two heartbeats sounded fine to me but
everytime the graph showed a contraction you were distressed. The midwife said she needed the
consultant. She confirmed i would need an emergency c section. I still wasnt worried. More excited i
would be having my babies today! More and more doctors came in and talked amongst themselves and i
was given oxygen and an injection of steroids to help your little lungs. Your dad and nana were
there. Both looking worried but i wasnt. You were premature ofcourse it was going to be different to
my previous labours. I still wasnt in any pain. Then another doctor came in he started to explain i
would be given something to stop labour he didnt want you to be born today. The midwife looked
disgusted and made it quite clear she wasnt happy about this. Thats what made me sit up and take
notice. I then realised something must be wrong i trusted the midwife she wouldnt cause me worry
without good cause. But she nor i could change his mind. His words were in an ideal world i would be
wheeling you to theatre but we do not have any empty incubators with ventilators im sorry! With that
he was gone. I think i was numb now nothing seemed real. I remember being made comfortable and on a
drip and people running around whispers and tears. Then just before midnight a routine check by a
midwife descovered i was bleeding. There was no choice now i had 2 go to theatre. 1 incubator had
been found in sunderland but we needed 2. Another was found in leeds but there wasnt time to waste
now the helicopter was on standbye and into theatre i went. You were born 6th may 0.52 hours and jaz
0.53. I had 1 glimpse of you before you had to fly. So perfect just small but you were on a
ventilator. I was then told Jaz was in the scbu and was fine she didnt need a ventilator. At 8am i
was taken to sunderland, Jaz was left behind in the scbu in shields. It was quite scarey seeing you
attached to so many wires but i knew they were to help you. We couldnt touch you because this made
you fit. Then me and daddy were taken into a room and told that i had had a placental abruption. You
had been starved of oxygen too long and test results showed you had gone. You couldnt breathe alone
and your kidneys would fail because your brain wasnt telling them to work. We had to make the
decision to turn off your life support. We waited and sat by your cot. Your brothers and sisters
came to see you and everything seemed ok Jaz was brought through aswel we were all together. But
after visiting reality set in again and by 9pm we had made the decision it was unfair not to let you
go. It all happened quickly after that the tubes removed and you were placed in your daddys arms.
You opened your eyes and for a split second i thought you were going to prove them wrong then the
doctor listened to your chest and he said you were gone. We kept you with us all night. Bathed and
clothed you. Someone took photos and i held you as i slept. I couldnt bare to let you go. But as i
slept i dreamt that nana gool came and took you from my arms. I felt peaceful and felt i knew you
were safe. When i woke you were taken away. It wasnt until me and Jaz were back in Shields hospital
i realised we didnt have any photos of you with Jaz or any of the others but it was too late for
that. Just 1 of the many things i will always regret about those three days that seemed like weeks.
We buried you with nana gool and i know 1 day we will meet again. We will never forget you and we
miss you everyday. Be happy darling xxx
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HUGE THANKS TO EVERYONE WHO HAS LIT CANDLES LEFT TRIBUTES AND GIFTS FOR YASMINS BIRTHDAY AND
ANGELDAY I WANT TO THANK EACH AND EVERYONE OF YOU PERSOANLLY WHEN I HAVE MORE TIME XXXXX
2ND AUGUST 2009
~~~~~~~~~~~ ♥ Someday ♥ ~~~~~~~~~~~
⊱♥⊰~⊱♥⊰
Someday once more we'll meet you,
No-one knows just when,
We'll meet in a lovely place,
Never to part again.
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Someday once more,we'll meet you
And feel your tender touch,
And tell you again what you've always known,
That we love you very much.
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~~~~~~~~~~ ♥ One Day ♥ ~~~~~~~~~~~
SENDING YOU SUNDAY BLESSINGS, WITH LOVE. X X
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copyright� Ingrid Aspey April 2009
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FEELINGS OF ME
No one knows how it feels to be me
Like a river my tears flow fast and free
As people walk by me I wonder what they see
Certainly not a person whose happy or carefree
At night I close my eyes & to god I make a plea
To give me strength to let the anger go away in every degree,
So that I don't have to live the rest of my life in a fantasy,
Where I dream that I live everyday in perfect harmony.
Jody Mark
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Tributes For This Weekend
My Friend
I'm sending you this little note
It comes with love to say
I've asked your guardian angel
To watch over you each day
For whenever your feeling down
Your angels sure to know
And you'll soon receive guidance
And will know which way to go
Don't let your troubles worry you
Dear friend you will be fine
For your loved and protected
By a presence that's divine.
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FOR FRIDAY
We'll Never Say Goodbye
I cannot see you with my eyes
Or hear you with my ears.
But thoughts of you are with me still
And often dry my tears.
You whisper in the rustling leaves
That linger in the fall;
And in the gentle evening breeze,
I’m sure I hear you call.
A part of you remains with me
That none can take away.
It gives me strength to carry on
At dawning of new day.
I think of happy times we shared
And then I softly sigh.
But this I know -- we’ll meet again
And never say goodbye
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FOR SATURDAY
Angel Mum’s
We have shared our tears and our sorrow,
We have given encouragement to each other,
Given hope for a brighter tomorrow,
We share the title of grieving Mother.
Some of us lost older Daughters or Sons,
Who we watched grow over the years,
Some have lost their babies before their lives begun,
But no matter the age we cry the same tears.
We understand each other’s pain,
The bond we share is very strong,
With each other there is no need to explain,
The path we walk is hard and long.
Our children brought us together,
They didn't want us on this journey alone,
They knew we needed each other,
To survive the pain of them being gone.
So take my hand my friend,
We may stumble and fall along the way,
But we'll get up and try again,
Because together we can make it day by day.
We can give each other hope,
We'll create a place where we belong,
Together we will find ways to cope,
Because we are Angel Mums and together we are strong!
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FOR SUNDAY
So Little Time
We had so little time to share,
Too soon, I had to leave.
I know how much you love me,
I know how much you grieve.
I know how sharp your pain is,
I feel the aching in your hearts.
My life so quickly ended
Before it barely had a start.
I remember how you held me,
And kissed my face and hands,
You cuddled me so gently;
But, God had other plans.
I was your perfect angel,
From God you knew I came,
Suddenly he called me home again,
And now God holds my hand.
I know you’ll always miss me,
I understand your pain is hard to bear.
Just remember that I’m in heaven
And we’ll see each other there.
So smile when you think of me
and wipe away all of your tears
I’m cuddled now in heaven
By our family members here.
I’m waiting here in heaven,
And on the day we meet again.
I’ll be the first to smile and greet you,
When God calls you home to him.
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Thoughts Today Memories Forever
Angela Christopher’s Very Proud Mum
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I am a tiny angel
I am a tiny angel... I'm smaller than your thumb;
I live in peoples pockets, that's where I have my fun.
I don't suppose you've seen me, I'm too tiny to detect;
Though I'm with you all the time, I doubt we've ever met.
Before I was an Angel...I was a fairy in a flower;
God, Himself, hand-picked me, And gave me Angel power.
Now God has many Angels That He trains in Angel pools;
We become His eyes,ears,and hands,we become His special tools.
And because God is so busy, with way too much to do;
He said that my assignment was to keep close watch on you.
Then He tucked me in your pocket, blessing you with Angel care;
Saying I must never leave you, And I vowed to stay right there!
LOVE FROM BABY ANGEL MARK X
Author: Unknown
*★ܓ Why do we feel the way we do
*★ܓ Missing our angels like the way we do
*★ܓ Some days we hurt so much inside
*★ܓ All we want is our angels by our side
*★ܓ We know our angels are having fun
*★ܓ looking down laughing at us
*★ܓ thinking we should really know
*★ܓ how much they still love us so
*★ܓ But all we want is to hold there hand
*★ܓ And tell them we want them
*★ܓ On this earthly ground
*★ܓ How we know this can never be
*★ܓ As god took our angels
*★ܓ To his heavenly land
*★ܓ Our pain and hurt is so deep
*★ܓ How will our heart ever heal
*★ܓ How we hope you can hear us
*★ܓ each day and night
*★ܓ wishing you our beautiful angels
*★ܓ★* Goodnight *★ *★ܓ We love you oh so much
copyright� Jo Dalton 2009
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TRIBUTES FOR THIS WEEKEND
♥ My Everything Friend
♥You magnify my happiness
♥When I am feeling glad;
♥You help to heal my injured heart
♥ Whenever I am sad.
♥ You’re such a pleasure in my life;
♥ I hope that you can see
♥ How meaningful your friendship is;
♥ You’re a total joy to me
Thanks For All Your Support
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FOR FRIDAY
THIS MORNING
As The Sun Came Up This Morning
I Watched You There Below
Your Hearts Seemed Oh So Heavy
But There’s Something You Should Know
I’m Not Gone Don’t Worry
I’m Just A Step Ahead
And I’m With You Every Single Day
As You Rise Up From Your Bed
I Am The Sun That Warms You
I Am The Moon’s Soft Glow
I Am The Stars That Twinkle
And Light Your Path Below
So When At Times You Miss Me
Just Look For Me I’m There
For You Cannot Hide My Spirit
It Is With You Everywhere.
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FOR SATURDAY
DO YOU MAKE THEM LAUGH?
Do you make them laugh in heaven
Does your smile bring them good cheer?
Do you make the sun shine brighter
Like you did when you were here?
The very mention of your name
The memories of your smile
The little things you said and did
Are with us all the while.
You meant so very much to us
There's nothing left to say
Except that without you here
There is no perfect day
For no-one knows the heartache
That lies behind our smiles
No-one knows how many times
We have broken down and cried.
We want to tell you something
So there won't be any doubt
You're so wonderful to think of
But so hard to be without
We hold you close within our hearts
And there you shall remain
To walk with us throughout our lives
Until we meet again.
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FOR SUNDAY
SWEET DREAMS
Sweet dreams are all I have of you,
They're all you left behind,
Those cherished, lovely memories,
Never again to find.
On earth you were so wonderful,
No child could I compare
To all the love you gave to me,
You were wonderful, so rare.
Sweet dreams they keep me going
Through the long and lonely nights
How I wish that I could hug you
Here and squeeze you oh so tight.
If I could walk to Heaven,
To see you every day
Just know I'd never want to leave,
I know I'd long to stay.
We parted here on earth my child
As God's will shall be done,
My dreams will become reality
When once more we'll be one.
I will love you for eternity,
Forever and some more,
Because you were the sweetest child,
The kindest and most pure.
If Heaven's full of Angels,
Like you were here on earth,
I thank the Lord for lending you,
For giving me your birth,
One day my child I'll see you there,
So please look out for me,
You'll see my smile so wide
Before you see my spirit free.
God takes the sweetest Angels first,
This we know is true,
For he came, looked around
And decided to choose you.
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Thoughts Today, Memories Forever
Angela Christopher’s Very Proud Mum
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ღ♥ღ Good night God bless
ღ♥ღ Our angel in the sky
ღ♥ღ Our thoughts are always with you
ღ♥ღ Our angel in the sky
ღ♥ღ We love you
ღ♥ღ And always miss you
ღ♥ღ And many a day we cry
ღ♥ღ You are some one special
ღ♥ღ our angel in the sky
ღ♥ღ why did god have to take you
ღ♥ღ how many days we ask why
ღ♥ღ There maybe distance between us
ღ♥ღ The distance may be far
ღ♥ღ But distance can never take
ღ♥ღ The feelings we have inside
ღ♥ღ Oh our sweet Angel
ღ♥ღ We look for you in the sky
ღ♥ღ Hoping we could just see you
ღ♥ღ And wishing that you are nearby
ღ♥ღ We cherish all the memories
ღ♥ღ Of you our sweet angel
ღ♥ღ Now living in the sky
copyright� Jo Dalton 2009
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FOR MONDAY
Your life was a blessing
your memory a treasure...
You are loved beyond words
and missed beyond measure...
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FOR TUESDAY
You are not forgotten loved one
Nor will you ever be.
As long as life and memory last
We will remember thee.
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FOR WEDNESDAY
We miss you now, our hearts are sore,
As time goes by we miss you more,
Your loving smile, your gentle face,
No one can fill your vacant place.
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FOR THURSDAY
Your touch, your smile,
Was always so tender,
Today, tomorrow,
We will always remember.
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Thoughts Today Memories Forever
Angela Christopher’s Very Proud Mum
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Tears are delightful expressions
Of happiness, sorrow, and love,
Made to release deep emotions,
A special gift sent from above.
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When seeing sweet thoughts of a loved one
Midst memories of days of old,
A tear finds a cheek in the moonlight
As thoughts reach deep in the soul.
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In moments of anger, frustrations and grief,
When happy thoughts flee like a thief,
Running away with our hopes and our cares,
A tear brings welcome relief.
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If unwanted sorrow consumes us
And life seems so hard to bear,
With time a soul is healed,
Restored with the help of a tear.
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Sun and beauty bring health to the soul
Through all of the days of our lives,
Deepest feelings of thanks are expressed
Through tears which appear in our eyes.
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Be grateful for tears for their presence
Restores our most glorious thoughts
Of laughter, compassion and loving,
The most precious gifts of all.
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BY:Jack Larsen, Plover, Wisconsin.
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I DONT WANT DIAMONDS
I DONT WANT GOLD
ALL I WANT IS YOU TO HAVE AND TO HOLD
I WANT YOU SO BAD TO BE BY MY SIDE
SO I DONT HAVE TO KEEP MY FEELING LOCKED INSIDE
INSIDE MY HEART WHERE NO-ONE CAN SEE
I SO WANT YOU TO BE PART OF ME
TO BE BY MY SIDE WHEN THINGS GO WRONG
KEEP ME SAFE AND KEEP ME STRONG
I WANT TO BE HERE FOR YOU TOO
TO SHARE PRECOIUS MOMENTS THAT MUCH IS TRUE
TO GIVE YOU LOVE ALL YOUR HEART CAN HOLD
THAT TO ME IS BETTER THAN DIAMONDS OR GOLD
copyright Ros Roberts
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