Yasmin ♥♥ Nellist
| Location | South Shields |
| Age | 1 day |
| Date of Birth | 06/05/1995 |
| Date of Death | 07/05/1995 |
| Visitors | 13,910 since 14/05/2008 |
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Yasmin Nellist fell asleep on 7th may 1995 46 hours old. Twin sister to Jazmin
and sister to Sonia Terry Roxy Bonnie John Channon and Charlie. Mummy and Daddy
love you very much and think about you every day. Nana Granda and Aunty Serena
will take great care of you, give them a big kiss from us baby xxxx
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It was a thursday night i was 30 weeks pregnant with you and jaz and for some
reason i couldnt get comfy and i was feeling weepy. I went to sleep but was
restless so thursday morning i rang my midwife. She told me to go to the
hospital when i described a very slight niggle in my back. Just to make sure all
was well. I got to the hospital and was strapped to the monitor. A special
double 1 wasnt available at that time. Since you were twin 1 you were under Jaz
and i heard a perfect heart beat. All seemed to be well and i wasnt worried but
contractions were showing on the graph even though i felt nothing. Then the
double monitor was wheeled in. Two heartbeats sounded fine to me but everytime
the graph showed a contraction you were distressed. The midwife said she needed
the consultant. She confirmed i would need an emergency c section. I still wasnt
worried. More excited i would be having my babies today! More and more doctors
came in and talked amongst themselves and i was given oxygen and an injection of
steroids to help your little lungs. Your dad and nana were there. Both looking
worried but i wasnt. You were premature ofcourse it was going to be different to
my previous labours. I still wasnt in any pain. Then another doctor came in he
started to explain i would be given something to stop labour he didnt want you
to be born today. The midwife looked disgusted and made it quite clear she wasnt
happy about this. Thats what made me sit up and take notice. I then realised
something must be wrong i trusted the midwife she wouldnt cause me worry without
good cause. But she nor i could change his mind. His words were in an ideal
world i would be wheeling you to theatre but we do not have any empty incubators
with ventilators im sorry! With that he was gone. I think i was numb now nothing
seemed real. I remember being made comfortable and on a drip and people running
around whispers and tears. Then just before midnight a routine check by a
midwife descovered i was bleeding. There was no choice now i had 2 go to
theatre. 1 incubator had been found in sunderland but we needed 2. Another was
found in leeds but there wasnt time to waste now the helicopter was on standbye
and into theatre i went. You were born 6th may 0.52 hours and jaz 0.53. I had 1
glimpse of you before you had to fly. So perfect just small but you were on a
ventilator. I was then told Jaz was in the scbu and was fine she didnt need a
ventilator. At 8am i was taken to sunderland, Jaz was left behind in the scbu in
shields. It was quite scarey seeing you attached to so many wires but i knew
they were to help you. We couldnt touch you because this made you fit. Then me
and daddy were taken into a room and told that i had had a placental abruption.
You had been starved of oxygen too long and test results showed you had gone.
You couldnt breathe alone and your kidneys would fail because your brain wasnt
telling them to work. We had to make the decision to turn off your life support.
We waited and sat by your cot. Your brothers and sisters came to see you and
everything seemed ok Jaz was brought through aswel we were all together. But
after visiting reality set in again and by 9pm we had made the decision it was
unfair not to let you go. It all happened quickly after that the tubes removed
and you were placed in your daddys arms. You opened your eyes and for a split
second i thought you were going to prove them wrong then the doctor listened to
your chest and he said you were gone. We kept you with us all night. Bathed and
clothed you. Someone took photos and i held you as i slept. I couldnt bare to
let you go. But as i slept i dreamt that nana gool came and took you from my
arms. I felt peaceful and felt i knew you were safe. When i woke you were taken
away. It wasnt until me and Jaz were back in Shields hospital i realised we
didnt have any photos of you with Jaz or any of the others but it was too late
for that. Just 1 of the many things i will always regret about those three days
that seemed like weeks. We buried you with nana gool and i know 1 day we will
meet again. We will never forget you and we miss you everyday. Be happy darling
xxx
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HUGE THANKS TO EVERYONE WHO HAS LIT CANDLES LEFT TRIBUTES AND GIFTS FOR YASMINS
BIRTHDAY AND ANGELDAY I WANT TO THANK EACH AND EVERYONE OF YOU PERSOANLLY WHEN I
HAVE MORE TIME XXXXX
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Up in the sky our angels sleep
The beautiful angels
that we wanted to keep
As we sit here all alone
we think of only you
We think of how we love you
And how much we miss you too
We miss you like crazy
We sometimes think we are going mad
We simply can’t stop thinking
Of the beautiful angel we had
The minutes feel like hours
Hours feel like days
The clock is ticking so slowly
Since the day you went away
We know life goes on without you
We do try to get through
But life will never be as nice
As life was when we had you
Written by - Jo Dalton 2009
Jo Dalton Thursday evening
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Lisa Lukes Auntie 1 week ago
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SWEET DREAMS
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Lisa Lukes Auntie 1 week ago
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REST IN PEACE ANGEL
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Lisa Lukes Auntie 2 weeks ago
Mummy
Mummy I know you love me and mummy I know you care,
Mummy I know how sad you are and can see all your tears,
Mummy I know how much you wanted me and forever hold me tight,
Mummy just look at the night sky and find the star so bright,
Mummy I am with you every step along the way,
Mummy you will see me again and then we will play,
Mummy please remember God only takes the best,
So Mummy he took me to among the rest,
mummy I know it is hard for you and I love you so,
But Mummy please know there is a special place that all Baby Angels go to,
So Mummy try and smile for me and let your love remain,
For one day when the time is right,we will be together again.
Copyright @ Sandy
Mummy And Daddy Of Angel Ishbell (GTS Friend)2 weeks ago
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Lisa Lukes Auntie 2 weeks ago
Hello my beautiful angel.
I've been feeling so low today,
So I came on GTS for I have so much I want to say.
I feel so sad and I don't know what I can do,
I miss you so much as I sit by my computer as I cry for you.
So I switched on my computer,
To send you all my love,
And light a candle or two..
For you my angel up above.
I log into my garden,
Type my password in with love,
I know that one day I will be with you in heaven,
My angel up above.
copyright� Jackie Thomas 10/06/09.
Mummy And Daddy Of Angel Ishbell (GTS Friend)2 weeks ago
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As I look at the moon
I wish you goodnight
The dearest angel
So special and loved ♡♥ღ
You are the one god chose to take
You are the one we could not wake
I know in heaven is now where you sleep ♡♥ღ
So please god in heaven
God up above
Please protect this angel
That we love ♡♥ღ
I must say good night
I blow to you a kiss
I wish you goodnight
The angel that we miss ♡♥ღ
copyright Jo Dalton 2009
Jo Dalton 2 weeks ago
JUST FOR YOU
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NITE NITE
SWEET DREAMS
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Lisa Lukes Auntie 2 weeks ago
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Lisa Lukes Auntie 2 weeks ago
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Mary Read (GTS Friend) lit a candle on Jul 4, 2009, 11:06 am
All our love for
you remains And it
will never go away
For as long as we
have our memories
In our heart you
will always stay xx
Patricia Mackenzie (Auntie) lit a candle on Jul 4, 2009, 10:05 amLet this candle
burn so brightly
because it's lit
with so much love.
Let it light your
way dear Angel, in
your beautiful home
up above.
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Special Angel ⋰
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Christine Gunter (GTS Friend) lit a candle on Jul 3, 2009, 4:46 pmYasmin Partings
come and hearts are
broken~ loved ones
go with words
unspoken~ deep in
our hearts there's
a memory kept~ of
someone so special
that we'll never
forget. God Bless
♥xxxxx
Jo Dalton lit a candle on Jul 3, 2009, 4:12 pm︽ღ︽ Silently
we mourn for you
︽ღ︽ our world
is not the same
︽ღ︽ Half of
our heart went with
you ︽ღ︽ The
other half left in
pain ︽ღ︽ 