Yasmin ♥♥ Nellist
| Location | South Shields |
| Age | 0 |
| Date of Birth | 06/05/1995 |
| Date of Death | 07/05/1995 |
| Visitors | 2,963 since 14/05/2008 |
| Creator | Bon Xx |
Yasmin Nellist fell asleep on 7th may 1995 46 hours old. Twin sister to Jazmin
and sister to Sonia Terry Roxy Bonnie John Channon and Charlie. Mummy and Daddy
love you very much and think about you every day. Nana Granda and Aunty Serena
will take great care of you, give them a big kiss from us baby xxxx
It was a thursday night i was 30 weeks pregnant with you and jaz and for some
reason i couldnt get comfy and i was feeling weepy. I went to sleep but was
restless so thursday morning i rang my midwife. She told me to go to the
hospital when i described a very slight niggle in my back. Just to make sure all
was well. I got to the hospital and was strapped to the monitor. A special
double 1 wasnt available at that time. Since you were twin 1 you were under Jaz
and i heard a perfect heart beat. All seemed to be well and i wasnt worried but
contractions were showing on the graph even though i felt nothing. Then the
double monitor was wheeled in. Two heartbeats sounded fine to me but everytime
the graph showed a contraction you were distressed. The midwife said she needed
the consultant. She confirmed i would need an emergency c section. I still wasnt
worried. More excited i would be having my babies today! More and more doctors
came in and talked amongst themselves and i was given oxygen and an injection of
steroids to help your little lungs. Your dad and nana were there. Both looking
worried but i wasnt. You were premature ofcourse it was going to be different to
my previous labours. I still wasnt in any pain. Then another doctor came in he
started to explain i would be given something to stop labour he didnt want you
to be born today. The midwife looked disgusted and made it quite clear she wasnt
happy about this. Thats what made me sit up and take notice. I then realised
something must be wrong i trusted the midwife she wouldnt cause me worry without
good cause. But she nor i could change his mind. His words were in an ideal
world i would be wheeling you to theatre but we do not have any empty incubators
with ventilators im sorry! With that he was gone. I think i was numb now nothing
seemed real. I remember being made comfortable and on a drip and people running
around whispers and tears. Then just before midnight a routine check by a
midwife descovered i was bleeding. There was no choice now i had 2 go to
theatre. 1 incubator had been found in sunderland but we needed 2. Another was
found in leeds but there wasnt time to waste now the helicopter was on standbye
and into theatre i went. You were born 6th may 0.52 hours and jaz 0.53. I had 1
glimpse of you before you had to fly. So perfect just small but you were on a
ventilator. I was then told Jaz was in the scbu and was fine she didnt need a
ventilator. At 8am i was taken to sunderland, Jaz was left behind in the scbu in
shields. It was quite scarey seeing you attached to so many wires but i knew
they were to help you. We couldnt touch you because this made you fit. Then me
and daddy were taken into a room and told that i had had a placental abruption.
You had been starved of oxygen too long and test results showed you had gone.
You couldnt breathe alone and your kidneys would fail because your brain wasnt
telling them to work. We had to make the decision to turn off your life support.
We waited and sat by your cot. Your brothers and sisters came to see you and
everything seemed ok Jaz was brought through aswel we were all together. But
after visiting reality set in again and by 9pm we had made the decision it was
unfair not to let you go. It all happened quickly after that the tubes removed
and you were placed in your daddys arms. You opened your eyes and for a split
second i thought you were going to prove them wrong then the doctor listened to
your chest and he said you were gone. We kept you with us all night. Bathed and
clothed you. Someone took photos and i held you as i slept. I couldnt bare to
let you go. But as i slept i dreamt that nana gool came and took you from my
arms. I felt peaceful and felt i knew you were safe. When i woke you were taken
away. It wasnt until me and Jaz were back in Shields hospital i realised we
didnt have any photos of you with Jaz or any of the others but it was too late
for that. Just 1 of the many things i will always regret about those three days
that seemed like weeks. We buried you with nana gool and i know 1 day we will
meet again. We will never forget you and we miss you everyday. Be happy darling
xxx
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There have been 137 tributes left for Yasmin.
Marie-Angela Rowe 9 hours agoHave A Good Weekend Everyone
Friday
You were a gift sent straight from Heaven.
Given to us from God above.
We didn't know how much you would teach us
About the meaning of true love...
For true love sometimes means letting go
Of someone precious and dear.
That is what we were forced to do...
Although we wanted to keep you here!!!
However, this is quite a selfish wish.
One we know we should ignore...
But, we truly do believe
That God must have needed you more...
Perhaps to be an Angel now,
Full of wisdom and love...
Watching over those of us who love you
From the shining stars above.
We miss you more than you can know.
You will never be replaced...
In our hearts and memories forever,
Will be your sweet and innocent sleeping face.
Each time we see your picture
You seem to smile and say,
“Don’t cry, I’m in God’s hands,
We’ll meet again someday!”
“The Best”
God saw you getting tired
And a cure was not to be.
So He put His arms around you
And He whispered “Come to Me”
With tearful eyes we watched you.
We watched you fade away.
Although we loved you dearly,
We could not make you stay.
A golden heart stopped beating,
Hard-working hands at rest.
God broke our hearts to prove to us,
He chose to take the best.
It’s lonesome here without you
We miss you more each day.
Life doesn’t seem the same
Since you have gone away.
When days are sad and lonely
And everything goes wrong,
We seem to hear you whisper
“Cheer Up and Carry On”
Thoughts Today Memories Forever
Angela(Christopher-John Rowe)Mum
GOODNIGHT SWEETHEART. X
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LOTS OF LOVE,RACHEL.X
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Rachel-fay Marsh (GTS Friend)Yesterday
The Empty Crib.
I loved you from the very start,
You stole my breath, then broke my heart.
As I was with child, I thought of you,
But when you left my world was blue.
I'll never watch you while you sleep,
Your crib is empty, for that I weep,
I'll never teach you how to pray,
Or walk and talk and play each day.
I dreamed of things that we could share
And how I'd rock you in my chair,
I'll never see your pretty face,
Or hold you close, in sweet embrace,
I'll never watch you drink your milk,
Or stroke your hair, as soft as silk.
Your crib is empty, little one,
Because I know that you have gone
To that great heaven, up above,
Where every day I send my love.
Yes you are in God's Holy land,
He came to earth and took your hand.
Your crib is empty, that I see,
You sleep in Heaven's nursery.
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Louise Brown (GTS Friend)Yesterday
Friendship is a priceless gift
That can't be bought or sold,
But its value is far greater
Than a mountain made of gold.
For gold is cold and lifeless,
It cannot see nor hear,
And in your times of trouble,
It is powerless to cheer.
It has no ears to listen,
No heart to understand.
It cannot bring you comfort
Or reach out a helping hand.
So when you ask God for a gift,
Be thankful that he sends,
Not diamonds, pearls, or riches,
But the love of a real, true friend.
Thanks for everything you do
Love Always Elaine xXx
Elaine Smith (Friend)2 days ago
Simply Put
Simply put ...I really miss you
I've continued to ask why
Life took this dreadful wrong turn...
Now I often sit and cry
Simply put ...my heart is broken
Most people have no clue
Unless they live this heartache...
They don't know what I've lived through
Simply put... I long to hug you
Share a gentle warm embrace
Often spend each day just wishing....
This truth could somehow be erased
Simply put... I can't remember...
The last time I heard your voice
Memories are often painful...
I was not given any choice
Simply put... I know I'm grieving
Won't get better through the years
I have learned some coping methods...
To accept this new frontier
Simply put... I'm good at masking
Denying what I feel
For I know deep down inside me...
I will never truly heal
Simply put...I really miss you
No one knows the pain I bear
Simply put... there is no reason
Losing you was just not fair
Yvonne Richards Mum 2 days ago
18TH NOVEMBER 2008
GOODNIGHT SWEETHEART. X
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LOTS OF LOVE,JUDE.X
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Jude (Friend)3 days ago
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You're a magical spark
In a world that sometimes seems dark
Your light never fails to
Touch my heart and soul
Leaving behind
A feeling of peace
And an assurance that
Goodness truly exists
In the world.
Thankyou for being my FRIEND!
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PASS THIS ON TO ALL YOUR GTS FRIENDS AND SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE DO CARE AND LOVE YOU AS A FAMILY XXXX
I JUST DID XXXXX
love 2 u always xxxx
Nikki Grebby (Cousin)3 days ago
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Kat, Mummy To beautiful angels (GTS Friend)4 days ago
An Angel kissed my tears away today
when I was sad.
I wasn't feeling quite myself
my day had been so bad.
I felt a warmth brush by me
that quickly dried my tears.
A gentle, kind, and loving touch
that seemed to hold me near.
Immediately, I felt so much better
and the day seemed brighter too.
I guess that's just the way you feel
when an Angel comforts you.
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CAROL GERRY X SPUD 4 days ago
Heartbreak
I’m going to tell you something
Hope you’ll never have to know
Ill tell you how a heart can break
With constant tears in flow
I lost my baby girl you see
An angel in my eyes
God chose to take her hand one day
And led her to the skies
But please do not forget my child
She was a person too
And forever she will live
Inside of me and you
So please don’t ever tell me
That time will heal my pain
Because not even time
Can bring her back again
Just tell me she is happy
In that land way up above
She’s snuggled in angels wings
All wrapped in mummy love
Bon Xx (Mam)4 days ago
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